aku benci dangdut

sebenarnya aku seorang pendengar yang universal..


semua genre muzik aku boleh terima..


rock, metal rock, rnb, balada, punk, even lagu yang tahap jiwang meleleh pun aku boleh layan



tapi BUKAN dangdut.



kenapa?



goyang gerudi inul itu cukup.. em... xtawu nak cakap apa..




video di bawah.. ya ampun..


salah satu sebab mengapa aku memang tak suka dangdut..



inikah yang dikatakan seni lagu? TIDAK!





amaran : jangan klik jika anda mudah terangsang!

welcome 2009

wishing a ..


fantastic january



lovable february



marvelous march



Luckiest april



enjoyable may



succesful june



wonderful july


independent august



peaceful september



tastiest october



beautiful november


happiest december



HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

a roller coaster of 2008

Pantas masa berlalu.Sekarang tirai 2008 akan berganti dengan 2009. Ketika masih kecil, terasa masa ini amat lah lambat.. yer lah, nak tunggu raya pun terasa lama, tapi bila sudah meningkat dewasa, cepat pula masa berlalu.

2008 ku penuh dengan dugaan, gelak tawa, sedih dan sebagainya. Samalah sepertimana ku sifatkan dengan roller coaster.

New year 2008 memang boring. Hmm..

Pembuka tirai 2008 on jan, aku memiliki lappy ku. Yahoo. Pertama kali memiliki laptop. Acer aspire 2920 menjadi pilihan. Memang comel. Si dia pun tegur kenapa comel sangat lappy aku haha. Tak cukup dengan kehadiran lappy. Aku juga Berjaya mendapatkan lessen P hehehehehe. Tapi pada masa ini aku tidak dapat drive kereta bapak aku. Aku tak reti. Aku pun hairan. Tapi dah berbulan lepas tu baru aku reti n now I am driving my dad car.

Bila masuk februari, aku ada lawatan ke kampong budaya bersama sama Kuliah Hubungan Etnik. Subjek nie banyak assignment yang memenatkan huhu. Owh yer, relation aku dengan si dia baik baik ajer di awal 2008. Tapi kami dah jarang tuk berjumpa, al maklum jadual masing masing dah berubah namun sms tanpa henti woo huhu

March have the big event in our family calendar. its my sis wedding. Yuhuu.. tapi aku boleh katakan bahawa bulan mac merupakan bulan yang paling sibuk dlm sem itu. Bayangkan lah, aku ada lawatan, kemudian assignment tarian cina bagi kuliah hubungan etnik, mid term exam and my sis wed. kesian adikku, dia yang banyak handle majlis itu gara-gara aku sibuk dengan kehidupan kuliahku. But in the end, everything turn out so well.

29 march

Cuti semester selama 2 bulan aku habiskan dengan berada di rumah.belajar memasak. Dan juga menghabiskan masa di alor star. Pelbagai aktiviti dilakukan kerana kebosanan di alor star. Kiranyamahu berjumpa dengan kawan lama yang telah bertukar ipta.akhirnya kami jumpa juga di carnival. Xkan kulupakan perasaan bermain air di carnival itu. Ada yang ngeri untuk di main sebanyak 2 kali. Tapi pengalaman itu ku sematkan di dalam memori ku ini. Di tempat orang xsah kalau xshopping. Quensbay Mall tempat aku, kakakku, dan kak siti menghabiskan wang ringgit.Best.

Pabila cuti 2 bulan sudah berlalu, bermakna sem baru bermula. Sebagai seorang mahasiswi di ipta di Malaysia ini, beginilah rutin harian. Bila cuti, menambahkan berat badan, bila kelas bermula, mulalah berat badan tu turun. Sem baru tahun 2008 dengan kedatangan junior baru amat berbeza. Ya lah.. dulu aku junior sekarang aku bukan lagi junior dan tak mencapai senior lagi. Hmm? Bagaimana tu?

Seperti biasa, kesibukkan diri dengan rutin harian, turun kelas, ponteng kelas, masuk kelas lambat, buat assignment last minute, belajar nak exam pun last minute, aku tetap dihadiri dengan drama drama dalam kehidupan aku. Kali ini, aku difitnah. Dengan teruknya! Aku tahu memang dimana-mana kita berada, tidak akan semua orang puas hati dengan kita. Takkisah lah, mereka tidak suka kau sebab kau cantik ke kau comel ke kau pandai ke kau bodoh ke kau drama queen ke atau apa apa sahaja. Yang pasti, dimana-mana pasti ada insan yang dengki. Manusia. Aku di fitnah. Dituduh melakukan perkara yang aku tak lakukan. Siapa yang memfitnah aku? Ya, kawan aku sendiri. Ditikam dari belakang rupanya.aduhhh sakitnya, tuhan saja yang tahu!

Aku mampu bersabar lagi walau dilempar dengan fitnah fitnah itu.. aku masih mampu senyum dengan kawanku itu, namun dia ter cross the line, dia sebut nama bf aku. Dia fitnah aku dengan bf aku. Ya..dia sudah melampau! Dia tuduh aku dan bf aku f*** each other. Gila! Sampai sekarang aku kurang senang berada dengan kawanku itu. Aku malas nak ambil tahu kisah hidupnya. Tak berminat. Bf aku nasihatkan aku untuk tidak berkawan dengan dialagi. Itu lah langkah yang aku ambil sekarang.

Aku bendahari kelab memanah di ipta aku.itu caraku menyibukkan diriku pada semester ini.semester 1 di tahun 2.

Pelbagai masalah yang dating. Tak ketinggalan, aku turut di duga dalam perhubungan ku dengan sang kekasih. Sayang juga tuhan denganku rupanya. Jodoh tak kesampaian. Kami berpisah. Mungkin ada hikmah disebalik nya. Sedih? Semestinya, hanya tuhan yang tahu betapa dalam luka di hati. Tapi aku tidak membecinya. Suratan kehidupan. Season changed.

Selepas final exam, cuti semester pulak tiba. Kali ini.. hanya sebulan..

Membawa status single, aku membawa diri ke alor star kemudian ke sabah.

Banyak perkara terjadi. Tapi aku ceritakan di entri yang lain kerana aku nak ke bbq rumah pak ngah ku.

Sekian.

Selamat tahun baru.

apa jadi kalau main bowling dengan cincin?

its new year eve and im updating my blog..


huhu


ok.. ok..



aku dapat beberapa gambar ini daripada seorang rakan ku. eracookie. thanx dowh.



pernah bayangkan x kalau bermain bowling, masih ada cincin di jari?



aku suka main bowling. 2 3 menjak nie, tempat bowling itu, memang port aku untuk melepaskan tension mahupun boring. Tapi aku xpernah main bowling sambil mengenakan cincin di jari. nasib. fuhh..



kalau x.. habis lah jariku..

dah tengok?!

akibat bermain bowling dengan kewujudan cincin di jari?

jadi..

lu pikir lah sendiri (pinjam ayat nabil raja lawak)

takut.aku kah itu?

sejak bila aku jadi penakut?



sejak kecil aku di ajar untuk tidak lari dari masalah..



esok sem baru akan bermula..



im so terrified...



apa yang aku risaukan?



dah 2 3 malam aku sukar tuk tidur



perasaan ini sama seperti pertama kali menjejak kaki ke uni sebagai mahasiswi..



takut sangat...



tapi takut kerana apa?

kosong

2 hari lagi sem baru akan bermula..



segala galanya akan bermula...




drama baru...



bz ngan assignment subjek baru...



ya.. status single pun suatu yang baru...



sekarang... aku xtawu nak amik subjek apa...



1 jer lagi yang aku perlukan...



haish...



kenapa kepala ku kosong semacam....

pix need attention

i found my self have change this lately.....



less books to read but more video and picture love to watch.... (i do love watchin since forever..hmm)





btw, i found something interesting picture, or i can say it as a design all over the world that make me glad that homo sapien have a magnificient of creativity...





want to know what i mean?




check this out..

palm island

view from durj dubai

the hole house

the national library of Belarus

the house attack

the crocked house

forgot its name huhu

the cubic house

the manchester civil justice centre

laslajas cathedral in Columbia - look like in harry potter movie

Jubilee Churc Rome, Italy

Cathedral of rio de janeiro, Brazil

all the design are made by human brains..

media prima vs astro

Tahniah buat Mawi dan Ekin yang telah selamat di ijabkabulkan. Moga kalian hidup berbahagia ke anak cucu.amin. Apa mimpi aku menulis tentang mawi dan ekin? sebenarnya yang menjadi perhatian anku tentang wedding of the year ini ialah pergaduhan serta perebutan anta media prima dan astro. Itu memang menarik perhatian aku. Bayangkan lah, industri media kita yang tak seberapa besar ini sudah kecoh berebut hak eksklusif ini hanya lah strategi business untuk menaikkan rating tv.



kalau satu ketika dulu, media prima menayangkan majlis perkahwinan Dato k dan Dato Siti, kali ini, astro dengan raja sms Mawi dan ekin.

tahniah mawi dan ekin

Manusia dengan pelbagai ragam nya. ya. Itu pasti. Di mana-mana pasti ada persaingan. Aku tak menyiatkan persaingan itu xbagus. Malah sebenarnya, persaingan itu amat bagus kerana dengan ada nya pesaing, kita akan berusaha sungguh sungguh untuk mendapat kemenangan. Rasanya manusia memang begitu.

Walaupun sebegitu, jangan lah biar wujud mangsa dalam persaingan.

tak baik...

LoOking for a car?

ive found something interesting while im browsing and surf the internet..

what is it?

well... u will know if u scroll down..

its about car...

awesome car?

sport car?

hmm..

check for urself..

tubular car

sand car

shoe car

house car

hot dog car - guess this one is for promotion

grass car - my favourite (",)

divorced car

camera car

now? what do u think?




weird?




unic?





hmm...

Kopi buat payu dara kecut

Pengambilan terlalu banyak kafein jejas hormon dalam badan wanita


LONDON: Pengambilan hanya tiga cawan kopi sehari dikatakan mampu mengecutkan buah dada wanita kerana kafein yang terlalu banyak boleh menjejaskan hormon dalam badan dan menggugat saiznya.

Kajian terbaru yang dijalankan sekumpulan penyelidik menunjukkan lebih banyak kopi yang diminum, lebih kecil saiz buah dada mereka.

Hampir 300 wanita yang mengambil bahagian dalam kajian itu dan mereka ditanya purata jumlah pengambilan kopi sehari dan saiz payu dara mereka diukur.

Keputusan kajian itu yang disiarkan Jurnal Kanser Britain mendapati bahawa dengan hanya meminum se kurang- kurangnya tiga cawan kopi atau lebih sehari sudah cukup untuk mengecilkan saiz buah dada mereka.

Kesannya meningkat bagi setiap cawan kopi yang diminum.
Hampir separuh daripada wanita dalam kajian itu menunjukkan perubahan gen yang dikaitkan dengan pengambilan kopi dan saiz payu dara mereka.

"Meminum kopi boleh memberi kesan besar terhadap saiz buah dada," kata Helena Jernstrom dari Universiti Lund , Sweden , yang mengetuai kajian berkenaan.

"Wanita yang minum kopi tidak perlu bimbang buah dada mereka akan mengecut dengan cepat dalam masa semalaman . Ia akan menjadi lebih kecil tetapi tidak terus menghilang," katanya.

"Bagai man apun, mereka yang berpendapat boleh meneka wanita man a peminum kopi hanya melalui ukuran baju dalam mereka akan silap.
"Masalahnya, ada dua ukuran bagi sehelai baju dalam iaitu saiz mangkuk dan ukur lilit jadi tidak mudah untuk anda meneka.."

Wanita yang minum lebih tiga cawan kopi sehari mempunyai purata 17 peratus saiz buah dada lebih kecil berbanding mereka yang minum kurang tiga cawan sehari.

Wanita yang mempunyai saiz buah dada lebih besar paling berisiko tinggi, kata saintis berkenaan.

Bagaimanapun, kajian itu tidak dapat merumuskan sama ada meminum jumlah kafein yang banyak setiap hari juga boleh menjejaskan kepadatan buah dada. - Agensi


jadi.. berhati-hati huhu

i am 34

i open my mailbox today and i found out something interesting..
which is a personality test hhahaha

i took the test.. and my score is.. is...

ok..ok..
lets check out the question first..

ready..


begin..

1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon & and early evening
c) late at night

2. You usually walk. .
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly

3. When talking to people you..
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, ! touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with....
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you..
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7.. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted.......
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are..
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant

POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.


mine is 34

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone
who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust In your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

kemalasan

hari ini 2 december.. ya betul hahaha
agak malas sebenar nak mengupdate kali ini.. mungkin kerana diri ku ini mengalami mood swing ditambah lagi panas terik di alor star nie.. huh!

dik, kelak jak mek update ah.. xda mood tok..idea dah ilang dah huhu

erm..result pun begitu mengecewakan.. ape la nasib ku
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hate betrayal!

Here I am again.. writing wat inside my complex brain huhu(is it complex?) ok, there nothing much that I want to say especially when I’m in my sis house. On 2nd sem break ago, I also staying in her house cause I want some new adventure in mylifebut it ended that her car that I drove hit by someone. Now? I did not expect much cause afraid to trouble everyone else, I just sit down n follow the flow .. I can say it part of my journey of life…





Actually, I watched Awake few hours ago actor by haden n actress by Jessica alba. This movie just give me an idea to write something. Its about human behavior that I hate most. Betray. I hate betrayal. How do u feel if u really trust someone and that someone breach ur trustworthy? Anger. Revenge.




Ok, I can give few example here, if u are a doctor who have a patient that ur own friend. He trusted u so much untik he only want u become his surgeon for his heart transplant. And what the doctor did? Failed the surgery to sold the heart to the black market? How could u?! How about the parents that wait outside the operation theatre? Wife? Girlfriend maybe? kids? friends? Crying cause was thought the surgery was fail.. but the truth is, the doctor have betray the trustworthy given to the patient because of money…





Other example can I say is.. in a relationship, there must be trustworthy wrap with the love to make the relationship workin out. What happen if u see ur girl or ur boy is cheating on u? it really hurt rite?






But why… human still want to betray? Some people might say, human have right to choose what best for his/herself. And I wonder, what is the best actually if u hurting people to get ur own happiness. that selfish!








What can I say..its human and its colour of life.







p/s : dpt ilham dr nengok tb sebenarnya hehe

me.weak.

im in the weakest point in my life..
im really fragile rite now..




hmm...

updates.

its been a while i did not update my blog( really a long while haha). well ive been busy with lots of assignment then finals and also some emotional crisis (hate it!), but now im back.

its a sem break again and i will fly to alor star this sunday to accompany my sis. what ive been doin this 3 days after my last final paper last tuesday.. erm...

well, the 1st thing in my mind when i arrived at my lovely home is television. i miss watching all the series, movies, anything on the tv. so i decided to watch tv. hehe. on the mean time, i guess rite now, mythbuster one of my favourite show this past few days.

not to forgotten.i also watch one of my favourite show that is The Amazing Race Asia 3 which is the last episode and.. and.. Vince n Sam is the winners huhu (my adik hate them to be the winners, dont know why, haha) Suprisingly they win. i guess its their faith. by the way, congratss guys!

i also spend time with my friends (edison n hadi). Both of them ask me to join them to see the movies. Quarantine. Hideous genre. its a average i guess (my opinion la) but i do screamin while watching n both of my friends were laughing! (damn!) seram ok?! lagipun memang banyak adegan yang mengejutkan. next time, dont laugh! huh! U should watch it. besides its western. they do not beleive in ghost..so its just a virus.

after watching quarantine, three of us heading to after 3 having our dinner. for the first time im having my dinner there, its not bad actually. after having singaporean fried noodle with hot milo, mix vege wih rice(edi) n lemon chicken with rice (hadi), we decide to go the spring.looking for dzul birthday persent.in the end, we bought magazines for ourselves hahaha. its nice to hang out with them.new experience (=

well, actually there is alot of stuff that i need to do like hangout with my very bestfriend azie n zura, guess not yet coz zuera is not in kuching yet.she arrives on 23nov at 4pm and on that time i might be already at alor star.but i do meet azie this evening.I miss her so much.xoxo.

zie... miss u... cant lie huhu

im supposed meet mira.. but i dont know.. plans doesnt works well.. but still hoping to see her b4 i go, coz damn miss her.. its been a while i didnt see her.

wak.. pizza ju? huhu

last but not least.. im watching, actually, re-watching gossip girl season 1 hehe best.best.one of the way to spend my time during this holiday.serena van der woodsen and dan humpreys always be my heart.hahahaahahahaha

ok, enough for now. need to sleep. gettin late already.^-^

30 okt

30 okt

Apa lah nasib aku hari ini… bukan main semangat lagi bangun pagi pagi kerana nak menguruskan slip peperiksaan ku yang xdapat di ambil gara-gara aku belum membayar yuran kolej.

Selepas bangun, terus g mandi kemudian, bergegas ke fakulti menanya kenapa aku tidak bole mengambil slip seterusnya bergegas ke depo bas untuk mengejar bas… sedang ku bergegas ke depo bas, selipar kiu putus pulak… apa punya nasib la.. malang sungguh.. aku da merancang kesemuanya, tapi nak buat macam mana… tuhan yang menetukan.. time tu jugak selipar ku putus.. nak balik ke kolej dlmkeadaan selipar putus satu hal… nasib tak ramai orang.. bila orang tidak ada, aku berjalan laju-laju dengan berkaki ayam, bila org ada aku jalan slowly dengan selipar putus ku itu… tapi kantoi gak ngan staf 2 orang tadi.. malunyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….

Ketika dalam perjalanan dengan selipar yang putus itu, daun pokok nipah berdekatan dengan dewan jatuh pulak.. nasib tidak kene aku.. fuh.. hari ini memang banyak dugaan .. rasa tak cukup bertuah pun ada.. huhu

Luahan Hati

hari ini, aku nak bercerita tentang perjalanan hidup aku sepanjang semester 1 di tahun ke dua pengajian aku. Sesiapa yang menegenali aku dan membaca entri ini.. buat2 tak tahu ye.


kisah aku bermula dengan aktiviti biasa di awal semester iaitu mendaftar subjek. Sebagai seornag mahasiswi, aku melakukan rutin itu seperti biasa. Semuanya indah.. masalah kolej kediaman sudah selesai, aku juga masih bahagia dengan si dia, rakan2 seperjuanganku masih wujud dan kami masih berkawan.

panas yang di jangka samapai ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari. Perempuan gemuk yang hodoh membuat fitnah tentang aku. Macam macam dia cerita tentang ku. Aku seorang penyabar. Aku sabar dan melihat telatah dia yang sedang bergendang. Semua yang di ceritakan oleh nya adalah dusta belaka. Aku sakit hati.Sedih. Aku tension. Aku dah tak ngam lagi dengan dia sampai sekarang, kerana dia breach my trustworthy. Tapi aku masih mempunyai rakan2 baik ku, oja,fara,kyra,tira dan finas. Tatkala aku di bebankan masalah mak cik gemuk itu, rakan2ku membantu ku.

tak habis di situ saja. Azmi, mengapa kau berubah? aku tak faham. sampai sekarang aku tak faham. but still together. dia juga merupakan sumber kekuatan ku, walaupun dusta itu terkena juga dia tempiasnya.. aku tak salahkannya.. its not his fault..

friendship is important to me. aku seorang yang ikhlas. When i cared about somebody, i give all my heart to that somebody. that is why, once my trustworthy is broken, u will never get it back.


aku sendiri lagi. Makcik gemuk yang hodoh itu sudah mempunyai teman baru.Aku tak ngam sangat tapi aku boleh menyesuaikan diri. Terbaru, kawan ku semuanya akan berpindah kolej. ada yang ke alamanda, cempaka. aku stay di seroja. Tapi rasanya aku akan di buang kolej. tak cukup mata. shit seroja! Status aku pula sekarang ini.... its complicated. Hard to mention, better no mention hehehe. Study.. im still figjhting for my final, my midterm mark, sucks! tension eyh.. dan kau tak suka tersepit di antara dua..

what a roller coaster semester... banyak mya dugaan ku...

15 okt

ari ni 15 oktober..
ya... hari lahir yg ke 20 ku
weee ~

raya dah habis

raya dah habis.. but i still want to wish selamat hari raya.. maaf zahir dan batin
rite now.. i felt really bored in my life..hmm.. but still, bz wif d assignments n coming final exam hmmm

taught of life #1

24sept.
ive done watching one tree hill, and it will be heavy rain outside of my room windows. Theres many thing that i realized that im lost in past few months. I hope i'll find it again in a anew chapter of my life with a new definintion.

Aidilfitri is around the corner, the day when everyone 'bermaaf-maafan'. I dont know what the purpose of that actually, doing mistakes the day before and asking forgiveness when it is 1syawal. But i can conclude, raya is for forgiveness day and 'ziarah menzirahi'. still, sound very cliche to me. The question here is whether u willing to forgive or not. Have u ever felt that it is too easy for u to forgive the starngers in ur life but it is hard to forgive someone that u love.

In a mean time also, i learned again, the value of friendship. These past few months, i have the taughest months in my life, especially when come down and talk bout friendship. I'm one of a kind that friends really matter to me. Look like my friends is one part of my life. But who knows, life is like a wheel, sumtimes u in top and sumtimes u at bottom. Sumones is betrayed me. Stab me from the back. Till now, i cant forgive dat bloody person. Guess, the kindness of dat person really have touched my heart before and maybe thats why it is hard for me to forgive her. Still, im trying and hoping to forgive her coz i know, everyone make mistakes. U just need to learn from mistaken u have done. Yet, not to be strong, im still have a bunch of a avery good friends that always trying, caring and always be there for me. Thanx you guys, i really approciate it.

Love. I have a new define bout love nowadays. Its not that i'm not beleive in tru love again, but being in a arelationship have taught me to be mature again. I've fallen in luv and being heart broken in d same time but now, still..im confusing my status.haha. But dont worry, loyal,trust,respect,space,tolerate, care, and love will always with me. and to him, i'm still care bout u so much. trust me.

Hows my life doing on this latel? i can say, all of it, there are only bumpy in d road..what can i say, life is hard. There is no easy life. i've been confusing and maybe literally having identity crisis. i'm searching once again, what i want to be. What i will be in next 5 years? next10 years? what i will do after i realized my dream come true? did i have a dream?i do! and still try to reach it. Here, humbly, down to earth, i'm represent my self sayin to myself all the best in my own life. I hope and pray for my self, i find my own peace and find out what i dream for in this life.

blog or vlog?

which 1 is much better?
blogging as we all know u can write everything in ur mind then anyone can read it
or
vlogging. just tape ur video and post it, and anyone can watched.. which 1 is much better?
i have full facilities to blogging but i hate to write coz i love to talk thats why im considering vlog but i have no cam or even vid cam..
still...which 1 is much better?

.funny stuff.

have u ask urself what kind of homo sapiens are u?
with or without brains? with or without beauty?
there are commercials u should watch for entertain ur day ^-^

in the end

in the end..

i still alone...

is it true?

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature. You are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms. You live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's" Your Personality Type?

L.e.B.A.r.A.n

aidilfitri is around the corner.... but my mood for hari xmuncul muncul lagi.. hmmm...

maybe still thinking bout my bloody assignment!!! haish!

s.h.o.w.s

GODA :.8.tv

Its been a while i'm not being a malay series fans after the Vice Versa that played on tv3, after i watched Goda on online 8tv, i fall in luv with it. Its a new style for the drama genre and i think we should give credit to the director and the script writer. I know its been too late to talk bout it but it is one of my favorite drama series nowadays (^-^)

Sazzy Falak as Sanya Salleh beauty with the attitude, Dilla Syahirah as Adela and Lash Mukhtar as Burhan. Owh, not to forget, Mr M the popular anonymous 'love coach' who solves love problems for guys through the internet from his blog "Goda".

KAMI the MOVIE:. 1 October

Attention to KAMI's fans!!! KAMI the MOVIE is on the cinema this 1 Oct! hahaha FIY, i am also watching Kami the series through online huhu guess nowadays, internet do better than TV isn'it? ok, teenage movie “KAMI” follows a group of five friends as they squeeze in as much fun and reckless abandonment on their road to self-discovery before entering a new stage in their lives – higher education.

Lynn is a form five student who juggles her studies while helping her mother at their food stall and hangs out with Ali,Abu, Sofie, and Adii. Although they have made her part of their circle, Lynn is holding back a dark past from her buddies. Unknown to them Lynn and her mother had moved from their small town home to start afresh in the city away from a persistent small-time drug dealer, Boy, whom Lynn used to run errands for to gain extra pocket money.

To complicate matters, Lynn writes under the pseudonym Teka Teki for her own, well known fanzine called KAMI and has recently contributed a scathing write-up on Ali’s band in a local music magazine.
As she struggles to keep her secrets under wraps, Lynn soon learns that they are all hiding something from each other.

I dont want to miss it, for sure!!!

The Amazing Race Asia 3:.AXN

I've been waiting for the amazing race to begin againand here it comes hehehe. you'd know what? ive always been dreamin to be 1 of the contestant of the shows..wondering who is my partner?? hmm?

Okay, here is my top 3 favorite teams in this season for The Amazing Race Asia 3 (TARA). From left, his name is Geoff Rodriguez, a 26 years ol model dating with Tisha Silang, pic in the right. She is a business development manager, age 32. both of this team from Philipines.

Ida Nerina actress, director and producers from malaysia with her partner, Tania Khan who is 36 years old lady and working as property developer. Both of them are Malaysian Team. yeah.. Malaysia Boleh!!

Last but not least, my top 3 are Pailin and Natalie. The beauty Queens. In the left side, her name is Pailin Rungratanasunthorn and she is 25 years old. While in the right side, her name is Natalie Glebova. Both of them is from Thailand and they were miss earth thailand 2006(Pailin) and miss universe 2005( natalie)

econometrisc kill!

last thursday i was sit for my econometrics mid term...
it kill dowh!!!!
tension siot!!!

eagle eye ... damn want to watch!

Two strangers become the pawns of a mysterious woman they have never met, but who seems to know their every move. Realizing they are being used to further her diabolical plot, they must work together to outwit the woman before she has them killed.










i just watch the trailer and i just feel want to watch it!!

another 'filem barat' that created from hard imagination i guess (^o^)'?

but, it seem like an awesome movie!!!

26 of september 2008 the movie will release (sure not in Msia)

citizens of Malaysia (especially me *wink*) be patient! hekhekhek



Eagle eye was produced by Steven Speilberg, Ed McDonnell and Roberto Orci and directed by D.J Caruso. Starring by Shia LaBeouf, Michelle Monaghan, Rosario Dawson, Anthony Azizi, Billy Bob Thornton

Shia LaBeouf

antara 2 cinta...

hayati liriknya.....

dilema melayu

pernah x anda terfikir bahawa dunia ini x adil? di penuhi oleh orang2 yg xreti nak bersyukur?
atau org2 yg sentiasa tamak xpernah puas? dan mcm2 lagi..
diri ini terpanggil tuk meluahkan pendapat tentang dilema melayu zaman glabalisasi ini. Dengan kencah arus dunia dengan isu harga minyak yang turun naik,ekonomi negara yg kurang stabil, politik negara yg makin hari makin bertambah kusut, akhlak remaja yg makin merundum, pelbagai ragam dan repond boleh kita jumpa. Dilema melayu yg dimaksudkan oleh diri ini ialah 'yg penting di belakang kan, yang kurang penting di dahulukan'

apa yg dimaksudkan oleh diri ini ialah... kita boleh mengambil 1 contoh di suatu negara yang politik nya agak mencabar pd trimester ini di mana seorang pemimpim Dato A merebut kawasan tuk menjadi wakil rakyat serta menakluk negara ini melawan Dato A. Akhirnya Dato A yg agressif menang majoriti. Apa yg hendak diperkata kan disini ialah bukan nya pasal Dato A vs Dato A tetapi kemenangan majoriti yg kebanyakan undi melayu. diri ini nak bertanya, apa pembangunan negara ini increase atau decrease di bwh naungan kepimpinan Dato A yg kurang agressif? salahkah apa yg dilakukannya? Adakah kita perlukan perubahan tika segalanya dalam keadaan stabil? bak kata nabil... lu pikir la sendiri...itu lah manusia...xpernah puas...

Kurang mengerti? contoh seterusnya... jika anda mempunyai komitmen dengan seseorang yg telah berbulan atau bertahun lamanya bermadu kasih dan sayang.. perlukah anda mencari yang lain dengan alasan hendakkan suatu perubahan? apa yang ada di hadapan mata, yg telah dikecapi, sukar di hargai... kenapa yg xpasti menjadi pilihan?

yang penting di belakangkan,

yang kurang penting, di hadapankan...

renung-renungkan lah sendiri....

ramadhan datang lagi...

masih belum terlamabat lagi kan tuk wish selamat datang ramadhan...
moga ramadhan kali ini, memberi pengajaran kepada diriku dan semua muslimin dan muslimat..



bila berpuasa... banyak pantang larang nya.. bukan hanya menahan lapar dan dahaga dari terbitnya fajar hingga terbenam nya matahari serta berniat pada mlm hari nya, tetapi.. puasa itu juga menahan diri dari sifat amarah, bersabar, memperbanyakkan ibadah serta menghapuskan dosa dosa kita di dunia ini..

salam ramadhan

kusut!!!

kepala ku kusut..
arfghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
tension nya!!!!
dgn masalah ku..
dgn econometrics ku (bloody killer paper dis sem)
dgn my mom yg xsehat...

hebat nya dugaan-Mu tuhanku...

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my life

its been a while i didnt update my blog.. now im back.. hehehe after my sem break for a week.. lot of thing that need to be done such my assignment... my finance assignment that need to gain profit more than 100 000ringgit malaysia, than my econometrics that kills me from the first class ever. (Dr Rafia please help me..) There is also my history of economic thoughts assignment that discuss bout Economic liberalism that due date is around the corner and so on.. spending time wif all my friends playing futsal also one of kind my activities b4 and after my sem break.. erm..archery also hehehe but now.. other than busy wif assignment, i aslo busy with my midterm exam..arggghhhhhhhhhhh so tension!! haish....

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hujan tanpa henti seolah bertanda
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tOdAy....

its been a long time i did not update my blog. i was busy with stuff at my uni like lecture, search for note, assignment dat have a short due date (huh!), my futsal tournament (end last week huhu), my new UAC (Unimas Archery Club-best!) and i'll continue busy coz mid term just around the corner (adussssssssssssss!!) i also busy dating hehehe and the most busy that can change my mood anytime is that f*** woman that make story bout me. Damn, now i really famous hahahahahaha.
Nex week also busy i guess coz of convocation day at my uni ...arghhhh life so bz...n now..24 hours really seem not enough ....
enough bout me.. today is 08.08.08 (nice date! sape nak kapel ri ni, chanteekk!) but most important dat happened today is the Olympic is begin!!!

Don miss it guys!

It's a house!!

It's isn't a hotel... but it is a house!! It's owned by a family of Sheikh Zayed bin Sultan Al Nahyan, the former president of the United Arab Emirates and ruler of Abu Dhabi.









The Audi A8 is made from silver for sheikh.. repeat. Its made from SILVER not in silver colour!