cari makan

Thursday, April 30, 2009

mari kita tidur

Thursday, April 30, 2009 0
sleepy.not enuff sleep.need some space.



jom tidur.



zzZZzzZZZzzzZzzzzzZZzz

adakah anda merasa diri anda tua atau dewasa?

exam dah abis. tapi kepala ku masih sakit. hahaha. kesian nya aku. kali ini gaya aku menjawab kertas final exam ku amat berbeza. seperti yang telah di nyatakan, dugaan kali ini amat berbeza. dan amatlah perit. tapi, Tuhan menduga dengan kemampuan umat Nya.



banyak perkara terjadi setelah tamatnya berperang di medan perang menembak jawapan mcQ, ada yang kata aku pregnant siap bersumpah lagi bahawa dengan siapa aku keluar. ceh! poyo betul lelaki itu. Kalau nak tawu pasal hidup aku pun xpayah lah tuduh aku macam macam. menyampah!



owh ya. aku memang keliru tentang lelaki sekarang. banyak teori mahupun prinsip yang aku dengar. banyak perkara yang perlu difikirkan. Tuhan, tolonglah hamba Mu ini.



bagaimana manusia berfikir ek? pernah terfikir macam mana manusia boleh jadi matang? kesusahan mengajar manusia. ya. itu aku setuju,kerana bila ditimpa musibah, ia mematangkan manusia lebih cepat daripada perkara perkara yang lain.



bagaimana kau mengukur keikhlasan? kejujuran? renungan seorang bayi adalah renungan yang penuh ketulusan dan keikjlasan. Walaupun pada sesetengah orang pandangan bayi langsung tidakmemberi balas kepada semua gurauan dan kata kata, tapi sebenarnya, bayi itu sudah mampu mendengar dan hanya memerlukan waktu bagi membalas segala apa yang dikatakan kepadanya.



seorang bayi yang baru dilahirkan sebenarnya berjuang untuk hidup sendiri. sebelum ini, segalanya disediakan dalam kandungan ibunya. oksigen yang mencukupi, suhu yang selesa, makanan yang mencukupi, kebisingan yang terkawal dan sebagainya. apabila bayi itu lahir di dunia, banyak perkara yang perlu bayilakukan sendiri.



bayi tidak selamanya minum susu. makanan nya akan bertukar dari susu ke bubur ke makanan pejal. begitu juga manusia, setiap individu yang berdikari, tidak akan puas dengan pekerjaan yang tidak mencabar kemampuan nya. semakin hari semakin berkembang, sama ada daripada segi kemampuan peribadi mahupun dalam kerjaya.



sebenarnya aku sendiri kurang pasti apa yang aku bebelkan disini. tapi yang pasti,apa yang aku nak sampaikan ialah, "tua pasti datang, tetapi menjadi dewasa adalah satu pilihan "



bertambahnya usia dan masa kerja adalah sesuatu yang pasti dan tidak dapat dielakkan, tetapi pertumbuhan dan perkembangan yang berterusan dalam peningkatan mutu moral, kerohanian, sosial serta kemampuan adalah pilihan kita sendiri.



dan ya,aku masih belajar kearah kedewasaan

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Funeral

Saturday, April 25, 2009 0
i found this at youtube of course and it is a commercial in Singapore done by Yasmin Ahmad.
yup. my favourite director ever.
its really touch my heart.




its the imperfections that make people PERFECT

aku keliru lagi.

aku nak menulis. tapi.. bukan kali ini.



dada aku sakit lagi kali ini.



maaf. mungkin hari lain.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

exam mode~~

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 2
dugaan kali ini amat berbeza. dan ia besar.dan aku baru selesai 2 paper exam. masih tinggal 5 paper lagi.




all d best to myself

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Trouble is a Friend by LENKA

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Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh

No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh

The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh oh

You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh

And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh

He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh

So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm

I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm

Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel

And how I try to make him leave,

I try Oh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart

He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm

I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charm Trouble is a friend,

yeah trouble is a friend of mine,

oh oh! Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh Oooohhhh ohhh ooooo ahhhhhh.




Friday, April 17, 2009

Pergi by Aizat

Friday, April 17, 2009 1

Sayu terpisah

hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah

berhembus angin rindu

begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

hujan lebat mencurah kini

bagaikan tiada henti

kaulah laguku

kau irama terindah

tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi.. pergi..

sepi

tanpa kata

terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa

apa pun kata mereka

biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thank you very much

Thursday, April 16, 2009 0
A special tribute to cik Farah Adibah Esa a.k.a faE.




im supposed to study my next chapter for research method but here i am.hahaha.updating my blog.dowh.




ok, this time, i want to say, THANK YOU FARA.. FOR EVERYTHING.. MUUAAAHHH!!



she is one of my closest friends in the place where i study. we know each other by a friend name kyra.
i am her illegal roomate this semester.haha.it quite hard to stay alone at my own college due to all what have been happened to me recently. therefore, she offered to stay with her. i thought im gonna stay at her room just for a week, but it end up for the whole semester.adoi.
but i love it!
that pic above the most i love pic of her. i said..
'w*** ada amik gambar kat sini' ;-(
'k..amik gamba fara plak'
;-)




yup.she is. she love to take pic. everywehere she go.everytime she got bored.thats why she got cybershot.






Everytime i shared everthing with her especially question in my mind. or story about my self. she always stand by my side. i love her. (>.<)



there is no other word than THANK YOU
for everything.
Friends Forever. Muuaahh!!
:p

apabila mulut berkata kata


sepetang di bing!
ya. banyak benda di ceritakan. banyak perkara yang diketahui. banyak cerita yang dikongsi. banyak benda yang dirancang. suatu petang yang amat menenangkan. ia nya membantu aku kembali ke jalan yang asal.
malam menjelma.suatu pengalaman baru dirasa. turut ada sesi luahan hati. haha. tapi amat menyenangkan.
sms dari unexpected friend make me smile ;-) i am being myself my friend. dont worry.
sms dari unexpected person make me surprise and think more and more.damn.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

jalan sehala

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 1
sepatutnya, aku mengulangkaji tika ini. tapi ntah mengapa rasa nak menaip pulak.


aku terbaca suatu artikel tadi yang menyatakan hidup ini merupakan jalan sehala. ya. sehala. no turning back. itu yang aku mula fahami pada semester ini. apa yang berlaku akan tetap berlaku. masa tidak akan kembali.


sumpah demi Allah, ada 2 perkara dalam hidup aku yang aku harap bole re-do tapi,mustahil.



aku teringat dengan satu cerita. seorang leftenan mendaratkan askar askar nya di pantai. kemudian dia diam sejenak.lalu mengarahkan askar askarnya untuk membakar semua perahu yang telah di daratkan. kerana akur pada arahan ketua, askar askarnya membakar semua perahu yang menjadi pengangkutan mereka untuk kembali ke kapal.




oleh kerana perahu yang di daratkan telah di bakar, askar askar itu berjuang sehabis habisan kerana menyangka mereka tidak akan kembali ke kapal mereka. akhirnya, mereka berjaya menawan kawasan itu.



2 3 menjak ini, banyak benda yang bermain di ruang fikiran ku. aku tahu, ianya tak penting.cuma perasaan sahaja. apa yang aku khuatirkan sebenarnya?





dikatakan 60% kekhuatiran kita langsung tidak berasas, hanya mainan fikiran kerana tidak menjadi kenyataan. 20% kekeliruan tertumpu pada kenangan lampau yang berada di luar kawalan kita. manakala 20% kekhuatiran kita berdasarkan perkara yang remeh temeh yang langsung tak membawa apa apa perbezaan dalam hidup kita.



John C. Maxwell pernah berkata

" Kekhuatiran akan menghambat tindakan, tiadanya tindakan menunjukkan tiada pengalaman, tiada pengalaman menunjukkan tiada pengetahuan dan tiadanya pengetahuan akan melahirkan kekhuatiran"



aku bakal bertempur di medan peperiksaan. kenapa perlu aku teragak agak untuk bertempur?
aku benci perasaan itu!


kehidupan ini ibarat satu perjalanan yang sehala. seberapa banyak pun perubahan laluan yang di alami, tidak satu pun yang akan membawa anda kembali.


apa yang penting, bukan dari mana kita bermula, tetapi di mana kita berakhir. ini lah yang menggambarkan diri kita yang sebenar.



renung renungkan lah...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Takin' back my love by Enrique Iglesias ft Ciara

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Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys Girl,
you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up but
I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love My love..
Ciara:
Yeah What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah) How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?),
how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material
Both:
I'd give it all up but
I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but
I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Enrique:
So all this love I give you,
take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came,
(Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money,
take it all away I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love,
I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my love Ooh, my love

Monday, April 13, 2009

Ternyata by estrella

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

quick update ;p

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 0
its really been a while im not updating my blog coz of my crazi-ness of assignments then presentations. so here is the quick update for wat happened in my life







of course, on 1st april, my first and most beloved nephew,
Abang Mohammad Faaiz Muzhaffar, welcome to the world
;-)





he so adorable
ive been spending my weekend time watching movie at theatre. got lot of good movies recently.
12 rounds. shoppaholic is in the first plan but change to the 12 round due to wat ah?
cannot remember.hahaha. this movie was great. since the moment u enter the movie hall.the action begin! cewaaaah


then,i watched talentime on the next day. im a big fan of yasmin ahmad movie. ive watched all her movie since rabun,sepet,gubra,mukhsin, and the latest is talentime.cant wait for muallaf.
in scale 1 to 10, i give 9 hahaha. as all we know, yasmin ahmads movie really sure the humanity, pure. In talentime, the word very poetry with the scene like very pure. ah quite hard to explain. u should watch it.


ive fallen in love with the songs in this movie like 'just one boy' especiallywhether in english version or malay version.







moreover, there is a handsome boy name kahoe in this movie. waaaaaaaaah.. xrugi wa cakap samalu hehehe

makin serius muka dia, makin encem.. (T_T) cair eh..
hahaha


ok2..lets cont
last week, me and my fellow frens, lim, eracookie, and edi hanging out together. for movie and food! of course hahaha
we watched fast n furious. best! 4 and half star. hahaha.


banyak gler orang gi nangga. que beli tiket sampei depan pintu lif. haih. nasib hadi dah bli tiket awal.


after watching the fast n furious. we all went for steambot hehehe.

we ate till full hahaha.

really happy when full ;p







thats all ;p
















































Monday, April 6, 2009

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i did something last night.
i dont know it is a good thing or a bad thing.
quite confuse if i re think again.
i dont know whether what ive been doin last nite is a right thing or a bad thing
but, during i was doing something with the one that im with


i feel nothing.
im enjoying eventhough sometime i can admit it very painful.



the problem is, i feel nothing today.so empty.


whats wrong with me?



do i want to repeat what happened last night with the same person?





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Thursday, April 2, 2009

si Adam dan Hawa

Thursday, April 2, 2009 1
Lelaki.

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w yang bermksud,

'tiga org llaki yg psti Allah akn mbrikn plindungn kpd mreka,hmba yg bjihad ke jln Allah,hmba yg muslim yg bhsrat utk mnebus driny,dn org yg ingin bkhwin d ats hsrat utk mhindarkn driny dr mlakukn mksiat.
(Riwayat At-Tarmizi dn Ibn Hibban dn Al-Hakim)

Perempuan.

Kata pujangga..
perempuan bagaikn angin,
lmbutnya mlenakan,
ributnya menggusarkan..
adakalanya mereka seperti ibu,menyaji kasih,menghidang sayang..
adakalanya mereka seperti anak ingin dbelai,minta dimanjakan,
adaklanya mereka seperti nenek berleter seadanya,merungut semahuanya..
namun, teman kembara dalam kehidupan yang sementara ,
bahagia dan derita sangat berkait rapat dengan perempuan..

Abu Hurairah mriwayatkn bhwa Nabi s.a.w bsabda:

"Sebaik2 wanita adlh apbila dia engkau pandang,mka dia mgembirakn,bila engkau printah dia taat,dan bila engkau tiada dia mjga hrtamu dn mjaga pula akn khormatan driny."
 
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