for me, i said sorry if only i meant it.. and the reasons to meant it can be a lot. seriously a lot and one of it, is if u in situation fighting some stuff with ur sisters, u said sorry just because u value the relationship more than everything.yeah. i do consider bout that all the time.
in spite all of the 'sorry' things, forgiving is the main priority in why people saying sorry because they want forgiveness. i really take time when i want to forgive someone, but till now, i forgive everyone that have do mistake to me. even it is the cruelest thing ever.i dont know why.
i guess to achieve the ultimate happiness, that why i forgive.beside, i dislike revenge and hateness.
but.but.but.it really hard to myself to say sorry for myself. it is really hardest word to tell myself. in everything that i do. i never say sorry.
eventhough that i failed in exams, or failed in a relationship, or even failed to get a job, or failed my parents hope... i never sorry for my self. instead, i give my own punishment to my self. since i was a little kid till now.sigh.
whats wrong with me??
yet.i still learning and continue learning.
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