baru sebulan

baru sepuluh hari berpuasa. alhamdulillah.

baru sebulan dengan loan department. kehangatan kebosanan kehidupan sudah mula terasa.

selamat berpuasa! :D

What Month You Were Born?

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very! sexy. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk a lot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink *. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as
possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of NE of these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others, likes to keep they’re crushes kind a secret, pretty much flawless.


APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.


MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hot!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves peoples problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.


JUNE = LUST
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. snazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.




JULY=GANGSTA
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE birthday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!


AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.


SEPTEMBER=FINEASS PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fulfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.


OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.


NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.


DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means you’re the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited

life changing

dulu, aku bawa slide pergi kelas. sometime bawak buku. sometime x bawa apa apa

sekarang, aku bawa pen pergi office.

dulu, duit pt tuk aku seorang

sekarang, duit gaji, banyak benda yang perlu di bayar

dulu, bapak aku bagi wang saku

sekarang, aku cari wang saku aku sendiri

dulu, aku selalu makan maggie

sekarang, aku makan masakan emak aku.... ye adik ku jeles. hahaha.

dulu, selalu spent time dengan kawan kawan

sekarang, masing masing ada kehidupan masing masing

dulu, aku seorang pelajar

sekarang, aku seorang perkerja

tapi

tapi

bila aku jadi graduan??

life doing mistakes mean everything rather than life doing nothings.

aku pernah berkata sebelum ini kalau kau pakai baju baru tapi kau simpan dengan baju baju lama yang dah berbau hapak, baju baru ka akan bau hapak juga.

sama macam kehidupan kita. jika kawan kawan kau seorang yang positif, kau pun akan positif.

im in pain. yeah. tp aku sedaya upaya untuk tersenyum. tiada siapa yang akan tolong diri kau melainkan kau sendiri.

lidah manusia setajam pisau. boleh membunuh. hanya diri kau boleh survive dengan kat kata setajam pisau atau menangkis nya.

apa yang sudah dilafazkan xkan kembali lagi. sepertimana kau melukakan hati orang lain sama la seperti kau pakukan paku didinding. Bila kau minta maaf, umpama kau cabut paku itu, dan, bekas nya tetap di situ. remain forever.

peluang kedua.peluang ketiga. banyak yang tak berjaya lakukan dengan lebih baik, sebab, mereka tak tahu bagaimana. and so am i.

banyak benda yang bermain di kotak minda aku sekarang. aku meminta pertolongan dari-Nya. Aku berserah segala galanya kepada-Nya. dan aku tak akan berhenti berusaha. tidak sama sekali!

p/s: life doing mistakes mean everything rather than life doing nothings.

i felt so numb.

tomorrow is my flight. how do i feel? numb. serious. aint no lie.

it is my first time to have Assessment Session for my 2nd stage of interview.

but....

i have no idea at all how the interview will look like.

Ya Allah, help me. murahkan rezeki hamba mu ini. Amin.

11 october 2010

today is july. next is august. then september and after that is october. october? yipppieee!!

my convocation month! i really cant wait for my convocation. seriously. :-)

This year, the convocation bit longer than before and am hoping that we will use the new DU. Please, make it happen God.

yup. 11 october. the last faculty for 14 Convocation.

fellas, cant wait to see u guys.october!

it not easy, but worth it.

Im not good with word.

Well, I’m not born like this, surely I can say, I turn fully private person on july 2009 and it go on until now. So many things had happened. I still remember back than I used to play futsal with my roommates during my matriculation year. Then I proceed to myuniversity life. Ive got my own lappy. aspire 2920. I guess it was a gift from my daddy coz I got myself in, well, I remember also he also made promised before that.

Time fly by. My lappy was my best friend if I got bored in Seroja. Well,if who ever know how seroja look like, u will know how bored it is. Ive

got my friends also. The best. But lappy, he accompanied me during sick and happy.listening songs, tons of games, thousands of movies,uncountable assignments and so on. Jasa mu, takkan ku lupa. My broadband? Oh yes, I ask my dad to buy it for my fyp ehehehe. He help me a lot to google any information that I need.

University life taught you how to live.is it true? Yes, I think. You know why, 50% u learnt how to score an A in a subject. How to get dean lis

ts. How to maintain or raise up ur cgpa. But the other 50% is how u get the goals. How u handle stress. How u handle datelines. How u handle some crazy chick with her little drama. How u handle people that stab behind ur back. How u handle cheaters, free rider and so on. Life is hard.never easy.

How do I survive? Ive got my important people around me. Not forget my family, but my friends also being there for me when im having my hard time.

The ladies, you guys always bring laughter to me.cheerish my day and night. Jokes, study, fooling around, cries, argue is like a habit to us. Dinner together every night is a must. There so many memories till I cant write it down coz im sure if I do, I will never finish. From seroja, we move to Alamanda. Well, one of us go to cempaka but we remain contact with each other and still catching up with each other. How come I can forget a person name Farah Adibah Esa that always make me smile? How come I can forget a person name Nurjannah Arbi that always be there whatever happened to u? how come I can forget a person name Zakirah Taufek that her characters almost look alike me. And how come I can forget a person name Fatimah Atirah Mohamad that always make a scene around us, and the spoilt one? Seriously, you guys really cherish my day.

the ladies

When I moved to Alamanda, ive lot spend time myself with the ladies, but when all of us getting busy for the final year, ive closed to someone which is Siti Amirah Arbi. You are the genius lamb, Capri. At first, u surprised me. Im sure, UPM had changed u a lot, become mature, wiser,and full of wisdom. All my happiness, and sadness I share with u. well, we almost create a scene too back then. Memories. Haha.

the genius lamb apabila bergamba mesti muka merinsak. i wonder y huhu

the besties

At the time being that im grow up and still growing, Sharifah Nadzirah and Siti noorazura also be there for me. Ups and downs like a roller coaster but we still have time with each other. I also get know someone special in my life. Zuraida Sapong. She is a libra like me, and we share the same birthday. How cool is that? It easy to talk to her coz she got me. I can talk to her in our language like screaming and yelling in the car arguing about some men but we not fighting. We can jokes harshly coz we know that aint hurt anybody heart. We hate the same girls coz they annoys us. Hope we not fall to the same guy.*finger cross* I miss u B. am aint lie.

libras

Forgot to mention, I do have best memories too with some of my coursemate. Nurul Amirah, Siti hajar,Siti Khadijah, Naziemah, NurIdayu, and Aimi Mahiriah. In the class, they like my bestfriend. Study together, assignments together, even poret together. Ahaha.

miss V, S and B ngee~~~

So, do u know what is my purpose of life? To be happy.yes.simple isn’t it. But im not gonna answer like that during my interview session if they ask me, surely they not ganna give me a damn job , and ask me to get marry. But its true, I a simple person that enjoy a simple life. Wake up in the morning, having breakfast, then off to work. Lunch and then hi-tea in the evening, and taking my dinner. If I married, I’ll spend my time with my hubby and kids at night.well I still single, not married yet so night is always for my self. But that doesn’t mean I don’t have dreams, goals and ambition ok!

But life is not about happy it self. When u happy, u will sad. That what yin yang concept. Balanced. That what Islam been thaught, kesederhanaan. Kalau kita bersederhana, maka kita tidak akan kecewa. Rite now, im not gonna said im searching myself, but I am creating my self. Cause my life lie in my hand. Everyone have their own path. There are friends of mine become teacher, trainee, doing part time and me? Well, like I said, each of us start to live in reality. Everything is not like before. Changing is good.It is not matter to me as long each of us can be happy and enjoy spending time with loves one.

Ask most people what they want out of life, and the answer’s simple.. to be happy

Maybe it’s this expectation, though,the wanting to be happy..that just keeps us from ever getting there.

Maybe the more we try and will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get.. to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves.

Instead, we just keep smiling.. trying like hell to be the happy people we wish we were. Until eventually it hits us, its been there all along.. not in our dreams or hope.. but in the known.. the comfortable..the familiar.. (Grey,season 6)