taught of life #1

24sept.
ive done watching one tree hill, and it will be heavy rain outside of my room windows. Theres many thing that i realized that im lost in past few months. I hope i'll find it again in a anew chapter of my life with a new definintion.

Aidilfitri is around the corner, the day when everyone 'bermaaf-maafan'. I dont know what the purpose of that actually, doing mistakes the day before and asking forgiveness when it is 1syawal. But i can conclude, raya is for forgiveness day and 'ziarah menzirahi'. still, sound very cliche to me. The question here is whether u willing to forgive or not. Have u ever felt that it is too easy for u to forgive the starngers in ur life but it is hard to forgive someone that u love.

In a mean time also, i learned again, the value of friendship. These past few months, i have the taughest months in my life, especially when come down and talk bout friendship. I'm one of a kind that friends really matter to me. Look like my friends is one part of my life. But who knows, life is like a wheel, sumtimes u in top and sumtimes u at bottom. Sumones is betrayed me. Stab me from the back. Till now, i cant forgive dat bloody person. Guess, the kindness of dat person really have touched my heart before and maybe thats why it is hard for me to forgive her. Still, im trying and hoping to forgive her coz i know, everyone make mistakes. U just need to learn from mistaken u have done. Yet, not to be strong, im still have a bunch of a avery good friends that always trying, caring and always be there for me. Thanx you guys, i really approciate it.

Love. I have a new define bout love nowadays. Its not that i'm not beleive in tru love again, but being in a arelationship have taught me to be mature again. I've fallen in luv and being heart broken in d same time but now, still..im confusing my status.haha. But dont worry, loyal,trust,respect,space,tolerate, care, and love will always with me. and to him, i'm still care bout u so much. trust me.

Hows my life doing on this latel? i can say, all of it, there are only bumpy in d road..what can i say, life is hard. There is no easy life. i've been confusing and maybe literally having identity crisis. i'm searching once again, what i want to be. What i will be in next 5 years? next10 years? what i will do after i realized my dream come true? did i have a dream?i do! and still try to reach it. Here, humbly, down to earth, i'm represent my self sayin to myself all the best in my own life. I hope and pray for my self, i find my own peace and find out what i dream for in this life.

blog or vlog?

which 1 is much better?
blogging as we all know u can write everything in ur mind then anyone can read it
or
vlogging. just tape ur video and post it, and anyone can watched.. which 1 is much better?
i have full facilities to blogging but i hate to write coz i love to talk thats why im considering vlog but i have no cam or even vid cam..
still...which 1 is much better?

.funny stuff.

have u ask urself what kind of homo sapiens are u?
with or without brains? with or without beauty?
there are commercials u should watch for entertain ur day ^-^

in the end

in the end..

i still alone...

is it true?

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature. You are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms. You live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's" Your Personality Type?

L.e.B.A.r.A.n

aidilfitri is around the corner.... but my mood for hari xmuncul muncul lagi.. hmmm...

maybe still thinking bout my bloody assignment!!! haish!

s.h.o.w.s

GODA :.8.tv

Its been a while i'm not being a malay series fans after the Vice Versa that played on tv3, after i watched Goda on online 8tv, i fall in luv with it. Its a new style for the drama genre and i think we should give credit to the director and the script writer. I know its been too late to talk bout it but it is one of my favorite drama series nowadays (^-^)

Sazzy Falak as Sanya Salleh beauty with the attitude, Dilla Syahirah as Adela and Lash Mukhtar as Burhan. Owh, not to forget, Mr M the popular anonymous 'love coach' who solves love problems for guys through the internet from his blog "Goda".

KAMI the MOVIE:. 1 October

Attention to KAMI's fans!!! KAMI the MOVIE is on the cinema this 1 Oct! hahaha FIY, i am also watching Kami the series through online huhu guess nowadays, internet do better than TV isn'it? ok, teenage movie “KAMI” follows a group of five friends as they squeeze in as much fun and reckless abandonment on their road to self-discovery before entering a new stage in their lives – higher education.

Lynn is a form five student who juggles her studies while helping her mother at their food stall and hangs out with Ali,Abu, Sofie, and Adii. Although they have made her part of their circle, Lynn is holding back a dark past from her buddies. Unknown to them Lynn and her mother had moved from their small town home to start afresh in the city away from a persistent small-time drug dealer, Boy, whom Lynn used to run errands for to gain extra pocket money.

To complicate matters, Lynn writes under the pseudonym Teka Teki for her own, well known fanzine called KAMI and has recently contributed a scathing write-up on Ali’s band in a local music magazine.
As she struggles to keep her secrets under wraps, Lynn soon learns that they are all hiding something from each other.

I dont want to miss it, for sure!!!

The Amazing Race Asia 3:.AXN

I've been waiting for the amazing race to begin againand here it comes hehehe. you'd know what? ive always been dreamin to be 1 of the contestant of the shows..wondering who is my partner?? hmm?

Okay, here is my top 3 favorite teams in this season for The Amazing Race Asia 3 (TARA). From left, his name is Geoff Rodriguez, a 26 years ol model dating with Tisha Silang, pic in the right. She is a business development manager, age 32. both of this team from Philipines.

Ida Nerina actress, director and producers from malaysia with her partner, Tania Khan who is 36 years old lady and working as property developer. Both of them are Malaysian Team. yeah.. Malaysia Boleh!!

Last but not least, my top 3 are Pailin and Natalie. The beauty Queens. In the left side, her name is Pailin Rungratanasunthorn and she is 25 years old. While in the right side, her name is Natalie Glebova. Both of them is from Thailand and they were miss earth thailand 2006(Pailin) and miss universe 2005( natalie)